The rays of the sun penetrated through the empty spaces of the curtain, without any shame. They begun to touch her face, her eyes and then she suddently weakes up. Weaking up dazzed, somehow confused, made her wonder: "Where am I?"...She was begining to understand and came back to reality. She turned her attention to the watch. The time indicated ten minutes to seven. She woke up before the alarm...as usual. It was already a habbit. She had an hesitation in opening her eyes, but she soon realised that sleep will not lure her anymore,so she decided to begin the day.She slowly turned her head to her left side. Her beloved was sleeping likea baby. She looked at him for a few seconds and smiled. She always believed that in sleep, all men lose their toughness and become babies. He looked so cute. Then, she slightly rose herself from the bed, took her slippers and headed to the door; everything being done with great finesse in order not to weake up her beloved treasure.
Arrived in the kitchen, she got a bit irratated: "What shall I eat this morning?" she wondered. She had moments when she thought it would have been easier if she was one of thouse people that start their morning with a cofee and that's it, without having to go thru all this headache. But how can she drink cofee? She hated cofee since for her it looked like ashes with water. After few hesitations she settled down for a smoothie.
Meanwhile, she moves to the living room and sits on the couch. Shuffles thru the programs of the TV, hoping to find something to watch for her taste.After a while, she resigned searching and decided that VHM is the one tha will do for her for the morning. A little bit of music, head leaning on the back and vain thoughts. She started to think: "Another day of the job..." She always heated the routine, and sometimes, her job was becoming routine. She decided to clear her thoughts a bit, before powdering her nose. But she kept thinking and kept thinking...at silly things, at serious things. All her questions didn't lead her to an answer. Sometimes she had the impression that she is sinking in a big big water, big as the Universe itself, in which she swims and swims...to nowhere. Where was her exotic island? What spells did they do to her that she couldn't find it?
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Finished! Her nose properly powdered, the cheeckbones well definied and sharp eyes, like the egyptian cats. She loved the cats. Sometimes, she believed so hard that in a previous life she must have been a cat. Otherwise, where this love for the cats came from? Their cold and distant style, the way of asking for love only when they want it, the desire of isolation. In a way, it reminded her of men,..
Ten minutes left until the moment she had to leave the apartament. Her job was waiting for her. She decided to go back to the bedroom, walking with the same finesse she left, only not to weake up her sweetheart with her 12 cm heels. She choose to sit in that particular corner of the room that allowed her to have a clear view of her Adonis. He was sleeping like a baby. Not even until the present did she understand what was the thing that intrigued her about him. What did this man had that driven her crazy? In fact, it has been like this with all her relationships. She have never had fatal men, only interesting spirits. Still, for her it was clear. Something was overwhelming her about this man. It was just she didn't understand what. She was looking at him with motherly love, friendly love, adoration. The young man startled slightly. He was dreaming...what was he dreaming of? She wanted to know everything. Absolutely everything. And she wanted everything. Absolutely everything.
The time was passing ...She looked at him for the last time. She thought: "How silly I can be! How much admiration I can have for him!" She feared of the failure. It followed her in the last few years. Somehow, she didn't manage to settle. And she knew it very well. Oh, yes, she knew it! She was absolutely concious that this Adonis will breake her heart. But she didn't care anymore. It was already too late. Who pushed her to fall for this man? Must have been only the devil. Some evil spirits stole her mind.
Damn! It was time for her to leave.She hesitated for a moment. She looked at him one more time. She adored him, she was certain of this. For her he looked so cute. "How drunk in love women can become!", she tought. And she knew it very well, he will breake her heart, the same way the others did it. Today, tomorrow...sooner or later, but will eventually happen. She got up slowly and headed to the door, turning her head one more time just to see him fot the last time before she went out. Adonis the adored, broken heart...it was the time for her to hurry. Her job wouldnt forgive her or understand about of her Adonis. She closed the door slowly...she left!
